With You

I woke up in a dream today
to the cold of the static
and put my cold feet on the floor
forgot all about yerstday
remembering I'm pretending to be where I'm not anymore
a little taste of hypocrisy
and I'm left in the wake of the mistake
slow to react
even though you're so close to me
you're still so distant
and I can't bring you back

it's true the way I feel
was promised by your face
the sound of your voice
painted on my memories
even if you're not with me
I'm WITH YOU

you now I see keeping everything inside
you now I see even when I close my eyes

I hit you and you hit me back
we fall to the floor
the rest of the day stands still
fine line between this and that
when things go wrong I pretend the past isn't real
and I'm left in the wake of the mistake
slow to react
even though you're close to me
you're still so distant
and I can't BRING YOU BACK

I miss you. And I'm sorry. Still. You know who you are.